I didn’t expect the anger
Memorial Day
I finally got it
I was alone
I didn’t like it.
I was surprised
thought I was done
moving forward,
instead was pushing
down what I hated.
Anger
irrational
beneath me.
I removed myself
slightly, from life
Denial can’t coexist
with life, pulls you away.
I starting dropping things
worrying about decisions
blind to the growing congestion.
Until I could feel….I’m angry,
and just let it be – no more, no less.
Experiencing life
simply as it is,
Enjoying the ride.
I’m with you on the enjoying the unfolding. I’m embracing the chaos and telling myself it is perfection unfolding with me in the formula as well as what is best for me and the others. Let it be Let it go, Do my best and do not be attached to the outcome: Human Freedom. Peace. Love. Acceptance and Power.
Once again… Love you!!!
The good thing about losing everything is that it can never happen again.
Through all of the pain, obstacles and surprises, you have still been able to preserve your basic innocence in dealing with everything. That is so refreshing. Such discipline will serve you well in the remainder of this journey. Please do not let these emotional distractions change your focus for what you want in your life.