If you don’t look too closely
it’s perfect, the riot of colors
the hopeful Spring in bloom
The Butterweed looks intentional
the migrated Goldenrod fills in holes
the wild grasses soften the sharp edges
Only up close when you pick out
the unwanted clover and ground elder
thin the uncontrolled growth of lamb’s ears
Only when you look closely and decide
“not that, not here” does dissatisfaction
start to drain the magnificence of what you see.
This Spring brought to mind the John Cage quote, “What makes you think I’m not something you like?” I wonder, at what point are we blinded to the beauty around us because we’re too busy getting rid of what we don’t like. Are we too conditioned as to what is acceptable, beautiful, worth having?
I think it’s a really good question if you can dig deep enough to get past all that you’ve learned, past what you think is socially acceptable for no good reason other than conformity. I’m beginning to ask: “What do I love?” vs. judging what I don’t like. It’s got forward movement and opens my heart. We’ll see…
“What makes you think I’m not something you like?”